Pfizer # 1: FH4752
Pfizer # 2: FL1072
I’m 50, and a mother of three adult children. I love gardening, nature, animals and helping people and have been an early childhood teacher for 12 years. My only pre-existing condition is Asthma which is under control.
I didn’t want the vaccine; I didn’t fear covid. I’d seen and heard through alternative media early on what was happening overseas with injuries and deaths, and basically said to all my family to please not have it, but all of us except for my husband, were mandated in one way or another.
I went to my GP prior to having the vaccine and intentionally had a whole lot of blood tests and an overall health check. I wanted a baseline done as a reference point prior to the vaccine in case anything happened. I spoke to the doctor about the vaccine and expressed my concerns, even showing him the MedSafe data, which he dismissed, and said that he trusted the vaccine.
Prior to having the vaccine, I took many supplements’ and did a protocol to try and ensure my body was equipped to handle it. I also did 2 short online homeopathy based courses to learn all I could to help support me and my family. I’d done a basic homeopathy course about 10 years ago and am more inclined to choose the natural/alternative health path. As we were both mandated teachers, one of my daughters and I went in together on the 12th of November to have our first Pfizer vaccine prior to the 15th of November deadline. She was in the last 6 months of her teaching degree and was required to be vaccinated to do her practicum. We were both distraught and crying going to have it, we knew everything about it was wrong.
I had the vaccine in my left arm. Within 30 minutes, I’d had a numb tingling on the top left hand side of my tongue. The next morning when I woke up, the numb tingling feeling was along my jaw, spreading along my face and into my lips, and then burning on my tongue started. It felt like my tongue had been burnt by an iron, it was very distressing. That same day I was able to get the name of an online naturopath and had contacted NZDSOS for an appointment – I was trying to use that time to get anything I could to help with this reaction. That same afternoon I had a stabbing electric shock pain that went through my heart and through to my back – I launched out of my chair with a fright, and my husband drove me straight to A&E. They drew bloods and did an ECG when I arrived, (and had given me pain relief in there – just Panadol or Nurofen) and then repeated the bloods and ECG again two hours later. I was told that both sets of results were fine, then discharged. After the electric shock pain had happened, an ache/soreness in my heart remained and is still there today.
I was taking a tonic from the naturopath, lysine, and 1v3rm3ct1n (from NZDSOS) along with other supplements (NAC etc). The burning feeling on the top of my tongue continued for a month and I had an unpleasant radiating pain that moved around the outside of my tongue.
By the time I had my second Pfizer vaccine on the 29th of December 2021 (deadline for second vaccination the 31st of December 2021), the burning sensation in my tongue had stopped but I was still having the numb tingling feeling that moved around my tongue – which I still currently have today. Within 10 minutes after having the vaccine, It felt like it was making its way around my body – it felt like a warm tingling sensation flowing around my body, then the feeling of pins and needles began. I went home and cried after that. My daughter and I didn’t have our second vaccine together, and she ended up having her second Pfizer vaccine and had an immediate heart related reaction (but isn’t yet ready to share her story).
I had some left over Ivermectin, so I had them when I got home and went to bed. I woke up a little later with 6 stabbing pains in my heart, my left thumb spasming and I started getting muscle twitches all around my body. Days went by and the pins and needles became a stinging feeling. I would get a burning feeling in different patches of my skin, and it would move around. My feet would burn as well as my head and it was starting to spread across my face. I then started to get little electric shocks in my eyes with tingles and constant muscle spasms predominiently in my legs – I could physically see my muscles pulsating if I looked in the area that I felt it. I would also get the feeling like I was being stung by a wasp (and I did actually get stung by a wasp three times in the same day when I was in the garden at work, but I didn’t react to it happening because It felt like the pains I had already been getting anyway!).
Sometime after my first reaction, I’d found out about the Rife clinic in Auckland. I went and saw the specialist there mid-January. When I explained my symptoms he said straight away “The Myelin sheath – the protective layer at the end of your nerves has been stripped away”. I also had a second person in an online group say the same thing when I explained my symptoms (she was a deregistered doctor who hadn’t taken the vaccine). The specialist did a live blood screen, and we could see damaged blood cells and see them sticking together and micro-clots forming. He prescribed me a huge protocol with B12, (more Ivermectin), Glutathione etc – it ended up being $1200 worth. It did help reduce the symptoms, but I was still struggling with some of the nerve pain in my skin.
About a month later in February, I went to see a Homeopath and we did some muscle testing. She was able to identify 4-5 remedies my body required, and the very next day I felt almost like a new person. As the remedies are unique to each person, what might work for one might not work for another. I had a flare up 3 months after (over the 3 months I had residual symptoms, but they were minor), and went back and tried other things. Some remedies would work on some days and not the next. The homeopath I’d gone to is working with others around the world who are treating the vaccine injured and says it’s like everyone keeps relapsing and no remedy seems to provide a permanent fix, but that remedies can make life liveable.
Between March and May my skin become hypersensitive to touch. If I brushed past something, or even if I touched my own skin, I could feel a cold tingling sensation. It would randomly happen where I felt I’d like someone had flicked really cold water at me, or I would jump from having a feeling like I’d had icy cold water put down my back. I’d have a burning patches on my body, and stinging patches which moved around and were never in the same place. I have been on a few injury chat/support groups and had spoken to someone overseas who’d had small fibre neuropathy. After looking it up, it aligns with all the symptoms I have.
I had covid in May, It was like a headache and runny nose, and I felt funny in the head for a while afterwards, like I was off balance and floaty, and also had brain fog with it. This went on for a month but was minor compared to the reactions I had from the Pfizer vaccine.
In August, I developed tinnitus, a constant high pitch that doesn’t stop and is still present now, and I’ve also started to get internal tremors, like my muscles are vibrating. Later that month, I was one of many people to be interviewed on ‘the platform’ with Rodney Hide, along with Lynda Wharton from The Health Forum NZ, and other vaccine injured people, It was a good opportunity to get our voice out there and tell our stories without this feeling of being dismissed. He asked me “What do you say when someone says to you, ‘I’ve had my vaccine and I’m fine, I didn’t have a reaction” I said “I’m happy for you that you’re fine, but I’m not. I’m sitting here hurting and in pain”. People think we are making it up or something for attention, or they don’t believe it’s possibly from the vaccine. It’s like nobody wants to acknowledge that people have been hurt or died from the vaccine, it’s all so hidden from them. They think if it was true, it would be on the news. There is so much information out there if you look, for example, VigiAccess is the World Health Organisation’s system which pulls together all adverse reaction databases from around the world and has the ability to drill into the numbers reported for each symptom. There are currently nearly 5 million reactions around the world reported, and because it’s not compulsory to report them, it’s acknowledged worldwide that only between 1% and 10% of actual adverse events for medicines and vaccine are ever reported.
My newest symptom in the last 4 weeks is feeling like I’ve started to get arthritis in the joints at the top of my fingers. They have progressively become more painful to bend.
There are other treatment options out there, don’t just stop with what the doctors say. I have found successes with alternative treatments.
I was facing the Booster prior to the mandates dropping so had been preparing myself to lose my job, but as I’d had my vaccines so late, they dropped the mandate just prior to my deadline date – I’ve managed to work all the way through, aside from having a few days off due to symptoms, but I still feel a constant anxiety they are going to bring the mandates back.